Omg guys. I love you all and I really wish I didn't SUCK ASS at being consistently active here?? XD I figured I should write a journal just to inform those who might be interested, especially those of you who are waiting for art trades, about why I keep repeatedly vanishing and returning.
My day job. My job is something that was never intended to be permanent but I got kinda settled in and started to enjoy it most days, but the hours are often long and very erratic so a lot of the time I get home quite late at night and feel tired.
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Aside from my day job, I also travel around the UK with my partner hiring out Doctor Who props for weddings, birthdays, photoshoots and various other events. So this does require a lot of my time and energy trying to fit it in around my job.
I'm a terrible procrastinator. It's a habit I've been trying to break for the longest time. When I do get a day of freedom, most of the time I still feel really tired from work etc and my motivation is drained, so I sit and think about drawing sometimes instead of actually doing it and either watch something, play games, or hang out with friends etc. Progressing with my art should be my number one priority but I keep wasting valuable art time. I remember the days when I was like 14-16 on here and I would draw non-stop ;_; I MISS ITTTTTTTTTT. Where did that drive go??
SO YEAH anyway... that's the main reasons as to why I keep disappearing and am slow at replying to messages. I'm not gonna stop trying to improve my activity though... maybe one day I'll get into a good routine. FEEL FREE TO PESTER ME IF I DON'T REPLY FOR AGES! n___n